Last night I couldnt sleep because I was lying in bed too excited about this restaurant i want to open when I have the chance. just jotting down all the menu ideas and even logos… yeah it was exciting.
ive been addicted to buying groceries lately. i buy groceries literally like every two days. i just get so excited, thinking up new dishes to make and whatever…so i gotta keep buying ingredients for it. it’s pretty fun but it’s eating a hole in my wallet.
ive been cooking a lot these days. and like it’s been reallly relaly fun and might i even say some of the things i make are worth eating. It was never this way before. everything i made, i did not want to eat it. but i think part of that is due to the stress i had cooking before…i was just so stressed out cooking in my kitchen in van, because of a multitude of reasons but yeah. the stress caused me to lose my appetite and thus i percieved everything i made a mediocre/bad. but these days, i’m cooking just because i have to and there really is no pressure to make it fantastic or whatever because i do it so often now and it’s very easy and worry-free. and in turn, i make better stuff and it tastes better cuz i still have my appetite after.
anyway im rambling. also ive been drinking a shit load of wine these days. i frequent the LCBO, as often as grocery shopping.
also, ive been just clothes shopping a lot too.
basically ive just been blowing money that i don’t have.
oh well, you only live once.